Please spring, hot, time for me. In the last days of winter and bad breath I wake up before dawn, holding their breath, throat like sandpaper, an air hunger that fills me with anxiety. I fight for me filled with aerosol, vitamin C, propolis, also waiting to pass this spring and meditating all'otorino visits to determine the intervention that I replace the nasal septum, deviated years ago as a result of a funny race in the pool . Monday's visit to the Botanical Garden has collected the toll, I think, but that's okay. I prepare a hot tub, I think of what to do tonight and prepare a bit 'in suitcase for Sunday.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Quien Tiene Unaspacewalker Mv42v1.3
The poverty of abundance
And 'since I started writing here that sometimes it comes out this idea of \u200b\u200bhow the world has changed since the days of my childhood, and I wonder if the change that I feel like it really is pejorative, or if it is just nostalgia for the good old days, a sign of age that progresses inexorably, as indeed I do well to note in other places. I do not know, but certainly the difference between ' today and first is so deep and branched into every aspect of life that is to draw a conclusion to try to understand a little 'better to do this derives sensation. One of the things that have changed my opinion, is the meaning of poverty. Once, the misery was the absence of tangible: a business was a miserable little shop with the goods, old furniture, things that show a lack of resources, resources. That is the first time I went I was so upset the United States: in a city like New York there were shops, mainly large chains, but not only, that certainly cashed a lot and yet they were scruffy, dirty, approximate, with all the available space reserved for the goods and only that. Shops were equally poor, more than that, the shops of the country of my childhood spent in the summer months in the countryside Pistoia haberdashery or abandoned during the long afternoons spent a stroll through the streets of Novoli, which in the early seventies was very peripheral, to put it Cattafi, but a different misery, unredeemable because it contains no more in themselves, hope for a change possible. The seller in the suburbs of my childhood aspired to shop the best, clean, spacious, and if one day's business had shot some good would have realized it, and taking in the great majority of cases, even better than the living room. The work in fact was not only a means to earn money, but also a way to create, a place to publicly display, a way to have hope in tomorrow. Today Blockbuster are charmed as every time, from the same misery, by that sense of doom hanging over more and more, in Italy as in the world, non-places in the supermarkets. Behind the facade of false glitter and sequins, filthy warehouses, terminals, prehistoric, dirt, broken furniture that no one ever will adjust because no one can hear her there, that it belongs to an abstract entity, unknowable, alien. A world of sottolavorazioni underpaid, interchangeable, with a very low level of specialization, with alienating routine, start-up courses, corporate training, assessment and statistics, however precarious, in time, a contract to call. Undesirable places in which even who should have the quality to stay and the desire to do so, is passing through, in turn unwanted, as tolerated. Works such as places of transit, which belong to everyone, or anyone, and consequently squalid, prematurely aged, vandalized every day by neglect. Places full of merchandise and empty of joy, culture, love what you do, whatever it is. Obviously, it's not just the fault of those who work there, reduced to a number within a structure the size incalculable. When you work in a company of ten people and you are the last, are the ten: time to get to the third position is calculated, measured, comparable to the ambitions and hopes of everyone, relationship with those sitting in first place and decide what do you do the next day is a human relationship, even if working, and he himself is part of that company, decide your future but also his own. If you are a multinational ventimilaequalcosesimo, you're a worker ant and nothing else, the climb is inaccessible, the hope died out, your life is decided by people who will never see and which do not exist except as a statistic, as a percentage in the costs and revenues, and in turn often equally poor attitude if not in economic conditions, linked to the results, ready to change company at the earliest opportunity, sometimes with reckless key money, others with their belongings in a cardboard box. Worldwide upside down, plenty hides the moral poverty, irresponsibility shared.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Electric Box 19 Solution
Luxury
The only human wealth, is the time , reflected last week. Everything else can accumulate, the time no, it spends only until it runs out. From this cheerful condition, what is more luxurious than a day suddenly free to devote to themselves? Looking through the guides of the city in search of a museum I run into an unexplored area for me that I try again with the time unusually Long hours and a vague promise of solitude. I, in my ignorance that I find every day deeper into this jewel in the center of Florence and I had never been so who knows, maybe in the spring will be an impassable chasm overrun with tourists and school groups, but to see it this way, the beginning of this spring with daisies that shy face in the middle of that spagliolìo of plants of all kinds, to me it seemed an oasis of peace and silence, beyond time and space of the city, as if nature had imposed on the plant rhythms to the environment that accommodates up to influence the unsuspecting visitor, between a walk and another, is to unravel the thread of the day among the bushes, forgetful of everything but himself and what he sees, smells and touches. Wandering among the trees I thought of engaging in slow and mundane, looking at some exotic plants such as me think that really seem to be designed with a Japanese trait, Eastern European plants and instead will immediately recognize the familiar design. That is nonsense, because I realize after a while, it appears the opposite is the art which is inspired by nature and therefore treatment of Japanese design is derived from plant forms and nature of those places. Back n el garden the first thing I notice are the yellow flowers of the dogwood that stand out against the blue sky, and I promise to sample fruit wherever they can find them somewhere.
Yes, because in wandering among the flower beds, I realize all of a sudden happened to be in an area where we grow the variety of edible herbs in Tuscany. A hundred, maybe more. Almost all you can eat salad, and the shocking thing is that I know of no more than five, I usually use a couple. So tempted to get a nibble, a bowl full of food and down, a pinch of one, one of the other, a little oil bono and so, to taste, a taste unjustly forgotten, disappeared from the kitchen, from memory, the culture of a world brutalized, tame the taste of the five varieties of salad serving major retailers. I find even in the greenhouse of citrus lemon citron of Florence, beautiful, proud and lumpy, which I totally ignored the existence and now I have to get me in one way or another, at least to know its flavor. Battens in thousands of plants from warmer regions of the planet, not to mention them all, but with the iPhone I can take a plant with beautiful leaves and a tiny seedling leaves covered with thick hair purple, here they are.
Before returning to the world with the solemn promise to carve out time to go back to spring, I stop to watch the beautiful bark of a tree that reminds me of the paintings of my friend Luke , so I curse myself for not having yet resigned to buy a camera and Ilford to be a failure with the whole idea of \u200b\u200bphotography that does not longer exists. Shoot out the new iPhone and I try the same.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Im Peeing All The Time And Lower Back Hurts
Women
Nothing to add.
(Marco Paolini, "Sergeant", from "The Sergeant in the Snow" by Mario Rigoni Stern)
(Marco Paolini, "Sergeant", from "The Sergeant in the Snow" by Mario Rigoni Stern)
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Colombo Frozen Yogurt Buy
If not now, when?
And if not us, who?
On a beautiful poster said: The degree of civilization of a country is measured by the ratio between men and women.
And if not us, who?
On a beautiful poster said: The degree of civilization of a country is measured by the ratio between men and women.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Bloons Tower Defence 4 Ipod Walkthrough Guide
Guru Meditation
Everyone has their own posts, maginot invisible mark a limit beyond which we do not allow access to anyone . Who crosses meets rejection, even when that is violent, like a sneeze, it's always a defensive reaction. The limit defines us, and those without is undefined, hazy, absent himself. A deeply ingrained thought and religion to women wishing obedient and to have children that do not make a bad impression, which is necessary to "be good". Namely that we should accept and tolerate what others impose on us as long as the social norms of appearance are not satisfied and thus become a legitimate reaction. Unfortunately, the company deals with material reality: of goods, property, bodily integrity. E 'therefore socially unacceptable theft, fist, scratching the car, but because the company does not theorize the existence of a human reality is not material, do not know and therefore do not address. In the face of those who rebel violence that claims the priest's non-material amounts of its truth and reacts fuck you angry with the mother sees only a rudeness to root out, alas, often succeeding. In this false idea of \u200b\u200bgoodness, self-assertion, the ability to erect fences to protect the identity is often forgotten. For me, one of the few posts that will surely have planted the relationship teacher / student. The basis of this spike is that no Guru, there is no authority except the ones that everyone recognizes from moment to moment, all individuals are born equal and die. Of course there are the world's millions if not billions of people who know more about us on any topic, and learning just comes from a comparison with something else, which is why they stay the world. But that does not move the post: if I decide to go diving, for example, I will turn to who has more experience than me, because I explain how, only that time and that specific question. Each application opens a pupil teacher ratio, every single answer him out. At the end of applications, reports back to be the same as before, and you are going to dive together, each enriching their experience together to the other. Often, in fact, that's not how it works: to be invested with an authority is extremely gratifying to the ego, and most continue to look for this gratification, trying to keep up that particular relationship beyond its natural end. If we're two friends who are diving, the relationship is, you go to sea, is experienced, he is facing. Faced with the skill of the other's admiration, in front of a demand there is collaboration. If we are three, the report already changing, it is no longer balanced. If we are five, there is a plan that makes the dive and the other collaborators. If we are twenty or more there is a teacher, a deputy, an elite and a base, there are lectures and dinners, and who teaches diving retains his authority on land and even when we speak of the olive harvest. And finally, at sea, no one goes anymore. Insane stuff, easy to recognize and easy to avoid. But there are more subtle violence. A response to an unspoken question, a suggestion not required, are in themselves an abuse of power, a desire to establish hierarchies. Worse approval, the condescension of those who do not compare with the other, nor admires, but bestows benevolent smiles down from his position. The exhortation in the face of those who makes a success with a "see ahead" and thus puts himself at the center, points out the advantage and diminish the moves the other. The encouragement of those who tells you that you are well on the road, the paternalism of those who claim to explain the world begins, demand a fuck who can not remain unspoken. Derived from master taught, but it taught the beasts of the circus with his whip and sugar. I'd rather be an ass and kick those who dare to introduce the reins.
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